my fears..

When I was a middle school student in Korea, I had a chance to talk and share about my fears with a couple of friends. I'm very afraid of death and water. These things have turned out from my personal experiences.
  I witnessed a horrible scene that was my dog's death when I was 6 years old. 15 years passed since my dog dead but, I never forget this terrible memory. I love my doggie most in those days. As a result, I am extremely afraid of death. Unexpectedly, I had a chance to enter a coffin when I participated in volunteering camp. I indirectly experience the death and I feel like crying because it seemed like being alone completely.
After this horrible experience, I dread death more than ever. I feel even sorrow for death because it is inevitable. 
  I also hate swimming in valley or deep water. I always awed by deep blue color of huge and deep sea or river. I nearly fell in to the deep water in mountain valley when I was an elementary school student. After experiencing this fear, I can not swim well.
I think it is difficult to overcome without my effort to try these things endlessly. However, I still fearful of these fears while I write down this journal. I hate death and deep blue of deep water.